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Wednesday, November 22, 2006

i'm going to watch step up ltr! yay. with kiddo crash, bestie and my sister (:

i have no idea but nowadays, i feel kinda effed up . uhhh..it's tht kinda super emo feeling. tht i absolutely NO IDEA why i get it. cause i'm actually rather happy. it's depressing man. i guess i'm REALLY REALLY REALLY this emotional work of art that god has created. however, sometimes my emotions get the better of me. and i get really OOP.

scenario number one: i'm happily playing and jumping and laughing with everyone else. and suddenly i look away, and go to a corner and start staring into blank spaces. then i act as if i'm okay, join the group and start jumping and laughing again.

scenario number two: i say really mean things to hurt someone and i utterly regret it. esp, to my closest friends. p.s. i'm sorry.

scenario number three: i read depressing posts of OTHER PEOPLE'S and bawl my eyes out. wtf right.

this sucks. and i dislike it. and IF you happen to decide step on my tail during this period of time, you better think twice. cause things can get really ugly. i wouldnt be laughy-jumpy-crazy amerie. i'll just punch you in the face till you have no face. okay fine, maybe i wouldnt do that. but whatever it is, you WILL regret it. i promise you. (:

oh and yes, what is all this abt promises are meant to be broken and promises are not meant to be broken or whatever f? so are they meant ot be broken or NOT!? pls man, promises are promises, once you have one it's your choice what to do with it. and not follow retarded quotes like that. sheeesh. some quotes are not worthy of quoting.

to all those who are really feeling broken inside, i suggest crying. cause it really helps. you can either cry really hard or tell a person how you're feeling inside and then start to cry. not get all crazy and decide to inflict pain onto yourself. whatever for do you do that! tskk. i shake my head. i've said this before and i'll say it again. so what if you inflict pain does it change whatever has happened or is happening. you'll just gain terrible SCARS that will stay with you for the rest of your life. so there.

okay, what an interesting post. it's been a long time ever since i've done this kinda posting. it's relieving. i have no idea why. hahahaah.

alright, off to bathe! (:

// once, twice and thrice, it's back to you again

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