MY LOVES(:
Wednesday, March 21, 2007

dear child,
when i bore you,
i went through a lot.
from doctor to doctor,
i almost wanted to abort.
but with the love of God,
and because i wanted you,
i never worried so much,
cos i knew you'd be beautiful.

through my blood, sweat and tears,
i made whatever money i could,
just to get you that barbie,
i promised i would.

i saw you through school,
paid for all your fees,
knowing that you were bright,
you would pass with ease.

as you were of age,
i moved to a place faraway.
i wanted you to continue your own life story,
instead of me writing it for you.

many years had passed,
and news came that i had a fall,
i was to return home,
where i belonged.

i moved back to live with you,
many things had changed.

i became old and senile,
they call it dementia.
i know that you were taken aback.

you knew you had to go through a alot,
just to keep me safe and fed.
i was becoming like a lil child,
so much so you couldnt bear,
each time i falter,
i was so scared.

the beating.
the bruise.
the unbearable pain.
a routine gone thru almost everyday.

dear child,
you did what you had to do.
definitely, i do not blame you.
but this time,
i guess you took it too far,
you might as well have knocked me down with a car.

but it's alright,
my dear little angel,
for i will be watching you.
from what people call
"a bird's eye view".

I LOVE YOU.


please ppl, do not lay hands on your parents. no matter what. it might not be their fault they're like that. they love you, always will. for you are theirs. ):

[EDIT!]
i couldnt believe my ears. how could you do smth like that? i dont know if i am supposed to feel this way. i've got to learn to cool down. but why do such a thing? im disappointed. it's adult matters, yes, but i have a right to feel, dont i? well, then, i feel like crap. goodbye.

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